Sorry, I just have to post this. More of a venting thing but, y'know...
Yeah, okay, so first off I'll begin by saying there's this girl who is one of my three best friends who are all lesbians (two of which are going out)... and I fell in love with said girl but she wasn't interested in me. So after a few months I began working and convincing myself I no longer liked her. Time passed and the two of us became a lot closer... Then Sunday night, she tells me that she thinks she has something of a crush on me. My mouth completely dropped...and my heart beat faster than ever....and all that work I did to convince myself and others I was no longer interested just collapsed into nothing. We talked some that night and the next night. She said it started 3 months and was a slow build up before she realized that she probably knew what it was... Anyway, we decided we'll wait until after she returns from Europe (11 days....argh..) to make a decision. Ignore it...or...try a relationship.
I was talking about it with another one of my friends and we both agreed that her liking me...makes no sense. I'm the opposite of her 'type'. Almost completely.
It's just weird. Because in the past, we pretty much established that she would never be at all interested in me. Ever. Then this happens and I'm just...floored.
But I like her. I really, really, really like her. And I would really like to try something with her... However, I have to keep in mind that it is very likely that nothing will happen. Probably even more likely than something happening.
Of course, I won't know for sure...until we talk about it again... And that wait is going to kill me for sure.
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Now, why on earth did she admit her feelings for you before she went on a trip? That just sounds... wrong. I know I'd never want to wait so long for a conclusion. I'd suggest an elective coma or watch every episode of every anime you can find until she gets back (tends to put me in a daze).
On a more serious note, I've gotta imagine that regardless of the decision that you two make, this is certainly better than you trying to delude yourself into not feeling anything. I believe humans suck at ignoring feelings. They're beyond us, like an itch on a body part we don't have.
Seriously though, consider a coma, otherwise you might drive yourself mad during the wait.
Well, she was going to tell me last wednesday but I think because she really whole-heartedly believed I was over her, she thought it would be too weird so she didn't xp
And you're right about the decision. That's why I suggested it. For a moment there she said it was ok if we just dropped it but I didn't want to let it go unresolved.
Thanks for the idea of a coma...unfortunately, I don't know how to give myself a coma that will only last two weeks. >
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If you're not over her then go for it. I believe most relationships are worth a shot except when one person can't return the feelings. And in this case the feelings are mutual so I don't see the issue. I often have to go through convincing myself I'm over someone as well and I always know I'm not completely over them. And I could tell you right now if my most recent crush asked me out right now I would say yes despite my 6 months of attempting to get over her.
You like her. She likes you. Where is the problem ? Stop thinking and act ! =) It is easier. Write a poem for her, invite her in a (french) restaurant and tell her the three beautiful words. You'll see, after that it will much easier.
Well, I'm most certainly going to tell her I'd like to date her. And probably will take her somewhere if she'll let me :]
But she has a history of things ending badly for her because the few people she has tried to maybe be with have all ended up hurting her in some way...so I'm gonna have to convince her that there's no way I'd do that to her.
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